Wednesday, October 1, 2008

家是庇护所

很多人都说家是我们的庇护所...
那是真的吗???
今天的我心痛不已...对我而言,家是我的受气所...
早上起来最避忌就是被骂...
您赢了...您点到了我的死穴...'废人'...
这两个字足以让我伤心落泪...
您尽然说我是废人...还要赶我出去...
不想看到我们...滚得远远的...
您心情不好就不要拿我来出气啊...
二姐星期五要上课...大姐要去参加喜宴所以不能回来...
我不跟你们去云顶,你就发我脾气...
我得罪你了吗???
不去云顶是不是要被挂上罪名...需不需要打下十八层地狱呢???
我缝书包,你就骂我是废人...说要剪破我的制服...不然我上学...
您可知道我的心有多痛吗???

您骂我是废人...天天对着电脑...不是看戏就是玩...
又是一个不分青红皂白...
我有天天对着电脑吗???我有一只看戏一直玩吗???我有一睡觉起来就什么都不做吗???
您错了!!!统统错了!!!
您这几天都不在家...您又怎么知道我在家到底在做什么...
妹对着电脑一边做功课一边听歌...还看戏...您都不骂她...
而我呢???您当我是什么???
难道我就使你们当年所说的从垃圾堆捡回来的吗???
我从小到大一直都不排除这可能性!!!

我对着电脑不是十二个小时都在玩电脑都在看戏...
我有在赶我的assignment的...
你每次回到家看到我在看戏...
那是我的休息时间...
我又不是不要帮你做家务...是你不给我做...
我要洗厕所...你叫我去睡觉睡到晚上才起来也无所谓...
我从来都没想过要折磨你...
是你自己在折磨你自己...
原本我已经改变主意要跟你们去云顶...
是您的那番话...让我改变主意...
我会试着找你的话去做...
不要回来!!!滚得远远的...不让你看见...
但不是永远...因为你们还是我心中永远的爸妈...
有些话说出口就收不回!!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Welcome for trying the feeling of HATE to your family~
although it's just for few seconds!

So now,do u clear about the feeling?
Yes,U did.

qiaoer said...

who r u??
tat's not hate...is sad n angry...

NightKids said...

hey #stranger#...
even i support u last time...but u looks like...
i feel u looks like someone who wan pp to hate their family...

u're just like...
just like an evil...
i'm sry if i said anything that u dislike...
but that's wat i feel...

luckily last time i got a very good friend ask me to “别那么小气”...
then after that i think properly only i understand my mom's did...

so qe,
u better think properly before u angry and sad about ut family...
seems no matter wat happened,
they're still ur family members...
they're the only pp will help u with heart and true love when u really nid help...

that's all...
tata~~~

Anonymous said...

qiaoer,
last time i got the same situation as u..
my mom chase me out ...
i study at outside, seldom go back..
since last time she chase me out, i already feel strange to this home..
虽然现在已经好像没有事了, 但家的感觉已经找不回了。。。
被伤的心也无法痊愈了。。。

qiaoer said...

但...只要我们回头仔细想想...
其实不是我们想的那么简单...
其实是另有原因...